Urban Outfitters 12 Days of Dresses

Day One: Silence & Noise Partridge Dress

($119)



Day Two: Silence & Noise Dove Dress

($169)

Day Three: Kimchi Blue French Dress

($149)

House of Holland London Jumper

Dream Big

Dream Big by Jazmine Sullivan is officially my anthem, especially when I’m feeling down or have the leather crocodile blues. I can relate to the song because I am a big dreamer. I know if I change my attitude to certain things then I know that I can get to the place that I want to be in my life and achieve the things I want.

In the past I’ve had that passive attitude where if I have certain barriers  or things aren’t going the way that I want I get frustrated sometimes even giving up.

I look at certain idols of mine and I think to myself, if they gave up like I do then they wouldn’t be where they are now. I know I need to give up my self defeatist attitude and if things are blocking me, find a way around them and never give up; because if at first you don’t succeed try, try, try again.

I know that at this moment in my life I have reached a certain standstill. But I will overcome and I will get to where I want to be.

So every time I hear ‘Dream Big’ by Jazmine Sullivan, I get a boost to move closer and closer to my dream.

Team Janine

These are words I that I never thought that I would ever say, but I actually feel sorry for Janine.

What Stacey and Ryan are doing to her is pure evil. Okay so I know everyone hates her and in her stint in the show she has done some really evil and messed up things, but what she is going through must be really hard and I can only emphasise with her. She has to stand back and watch whilst the man she loves plays happy families with someone else and that must be the hardest thing she has ever had to do.

Ryan is going about this whole situation in the wrong way. From his standpoint he can’t understand why Janine can’t be content with him getting to know his daughter. But what he doesn’t understand is that he is freezing her out and in turn isolating her out of their relationship. Instead of sitting her down and having a heart to heart he just dishes it out and expects her to just sit there, take it and act like nothing has changed.

Obviously a baby is supposed to be the most important person in a parent’s life, but only a few weeks ago he didn’t even want to know her and now out of the blue he changes his mind. Janine is supposed to be living in the honeymoon period with Ryan giving her, his undivided attention, but now she has to share this time with a baby plus her mother, which for anyone can be hard. What Ryan needs to understand is that Janine should be equally important to him because she is his wife.

This is why I don’t think I could get with a man who already has a kid, because when I’m in a relationship, I want to feel like I’m the most important person and having to share that that importance with another person especially a child, I don’t think I could do, not just because of the child but because I now that the mother will always be there and I don’t think I could handle it.

Okay so Ryan wants to get to know his daughter, but he also needs to realise that he has got a wife and he needs to keep her happy too. All this sexual tension that’s going on with him and Stacey is so annoying. Just sleep together already and divorce Janine if you want to be with Stacey, don’t mess her around because we all know she will get her revenge and it won’t be pretty.

I used to really like Stacey and even felt sorry for her when Archie raped her and Bradley died. But now she has really grinded my gears and I can’t stand her. I just don’t understand why she has to keep being a bitch. What was the point of even telling Ryan that he was the father if she doesn’t want him involved, she’s just playing stupid games which will end badly and I can’t wait!

Team Janine All The Way!!

Lucas The Traitor

Oh my frickin' days! I cannot believe it! Lucas North is a traitor and a cold blooded killer! What a twist!

I only started watching Spooks last season, but I always thought that Lucas was a good guy, and I felt sorry him after he spent all them years getting tortured; he definitely was my favourite character. But from the scenes that I saw of him tonight and from next weeks preview, has made me realise that people are not always what they seem to be.

I feel so robbed of my emotions for him. I can't believe that when Vaughn was blackmailing him, I actually felt for him and wanted him to get away with stealing the Albany file. Now that I know he's not the good guy, it's all changed and now I know that he will never be Lucas North again and everything will not go back to normal. I am actually seriously affected and I feel a little bit sad. The Lucas Saga is now over and Spooks will never be the  same (for me).

I applaud the writers of Spooks, you never know what you're going to get when you watch this show and tonight's episode emphasises this.

*Clap Clap*

This is truly great British Drama in Play.

A Quick Moan

I'm so sorry to burden you guys with this, but I can't help it if I don't let this out I'm gonna scream and I don't need people thinking I'm crazy.

So where am I? I am in the waiting room at the doctors... so now you know why I am going crazy. For me has to be one of the most infuriating places to be in.

You rush to leave your house thinking that you will be late for your appointment and may possibly miss it. Only to get there and find out that in fact you will not be making your 4:30 appointment. Not because you were late but because at 4:45 the person who was scheduled in at 4:15 has just gone in. So you sit in that torture room clock watching and praying that the next name called is yours.
Every sound within that dungeon of torture is amplified, every sniff, cough and  sigh makes you want to suture off your own head or at least burst your own ear drums.
Sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff... get a frickin tissue and blow your 
damn nose!!!

Girl Groups + X Factor = ???

It seems that within the telly talent show we know as X Factor, there is no hope for girl groups. 

As soon as I saw that Katie and Belle Amie were in the bottom two this week, even though I crossed my fingers and scrunched my face up so tight that I could have burst a blood vessel, hoping that the fame craver uniquely nicknamed 'The Weasel' would be leaving; I knew deep down that it was Belle Amie's time to take the walk of shame back home.

Looking back now, I don't even know why I even gave this thought the time of day because you and me both know that there is no future for girl groups on the X Factor. Let's take a look back into the history of Girl Bands:

Series 2 saw Addictiv Ladies booted out in week one. 
In Series 4, Hope surprisingly made it to week seven, however they were in the bottom two, in week three and five.
Bad Lashes and Girlband from Series 5 left in week one and week two. 
Series 6 hopefuls, Kandy Rain and Miss Frank were eliminated in week one and week three.

Girl groups who want to go on X Factor my advice to you... DON'T BOTHER!!!